Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Thanks for much for going on this journey with me. I really need support during this time. I'm still not healed from my heart break, or from self betrayal but I'm working on it. Please stop by anytime.

coco


So it does get better. I'm not so sad now, just dealing with motherhood and how I didn't want children but at a young age I made the choice to have one and here we are. I shot this flower because so ofter I forget how pretty I am or what I look like to other people-pretty, strong, many talents, always shining.


OH, the empty street. This is rare for where I live but I just happen to look at this street and think this is how I feel and it's empty for miles....how I felt(days, years). I shot this photo in black and white because it simply said what I needed it to say. I want all my viewers to feel what I'm feeling when I shoot...at least that is my goal.

Okay the deal with this house is I have been admiring it for sometime, I just happen to walk past it the same day I was gloomed out, it was dark, lonely, empty, and had been for sometime just like me.....I cried when I saw it we had a connection, I had to shot it. I love the quality of this photo it's so crisp, clean, like when a man shaves.

This picture is the begining of my doom and gloom, boy did it hit me bad, I hadn't felt like that in sometime. This guy he was really a good listener and he paid attention to me, I usually don't get that in men what I say doesn't matter or I'm invisiable that's how I feel so when I got that attention it was nice and I didn't want it to end.


Here is another photo I love when I look at it. This was the Black History parade in my city; I totally feel cheated by Black History month because the month is so short, anyway just an observation. It was rather cool, pretty, crisp day, when you walk into the shade it's cold but standing in the sun it warms your body.